Yes, I’m on a journey since my birth but don’t know where to.
As much as birth is real, I believe after life is also real. Knowing that one
day I would be teleported into the afterlife phase but I still continue in my journey
thinking as though this physical life is a constant. I’m in the quest to
achieve something which I sometimes don’t even know what it is, but I think
that’s what life is or maybe not. I don’t know.
Sometimes all I think about is maybe the end goal isn’t itself
isn’t the end, may be the journey itself is the end goal. At times the journey
of life has rough roads similar to the rough seas as a sailor would experience
before reaching the shore. But it would be the rough seas and myriad
experiences that the sailor has had during his sail which would have made his
life interesting than the destiny itself.But coming back to my primary obligation I still don’t know what
my destiny is and yet I’m on a journey to somewhere. Now, did the sailor have a
specific destiny when he first set his sail or did he just start an expedition
to a place that he had heard about in the form of stories and fables; without
even knowing if it were true or not.
If I were to be a
sailor who just picked up his raft and sailed through the seas to find treasure
I’d think I better be on the right track. During my sail In the middle of
nowhere what if I start to think that this might not be the destiny that I
aimed for it has to be something different and I don’t know what that something
is. Is it the rough tides that is making me think like that or is it the
importance of life itself, meaning having a realization that treasure’s worth
isn’t more than that of the life I have.
But again with this thought I come back to the eternally
unanswered question what is life or what is the purpose of life. May be my
purpose of life is not the treasure itself may be it’s the journey that I take
to find the treasure? I don’t know. At this moment I’m keep moving forward
thinking that it’s the journey that’s counting towards my life. When I finally
get to the treasure I think I wouldn’t even care what my life would be after
acquiring the treasure, because my life will not be the same when I first started
the sail.
I don’t know why I keep thinking as though I’m close to the
treasure while my sail isn’t even half way through or if I’m even on the right
sail . Now, after I write this I don’t even know if finding the treasure is my
real destiny. May be the journey will not only lead to the treasure it might
lead to something else that I would have never imagined or may be make me
realize what my destiny is.
